dear G to the o-d...

"my frame was not hidden from You, when i was made in secret, and skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.  Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed.  And in Your book they were all written, the days fashioned for me, when as yet there were none of them."  Psalm 139:15-16

thank you for giving us baby k

for knitting him or her so carefully and tenderly together

for walking by us through the last 41 weeks

and cheering us on, and telling us that we can do it... just keep looking up.

but...

 no disrespect God...

just wondering...

isn't it time for the long awaited arrival?

for baby k's little voice to fall upon

the ears of his or her mama and papa?

for late night feedings,

bleary eyes,

and the intoxicating smell of our baby's neck?

just wondering...

just waiting...

we know YOUR timing is right...

just feeling a tad bit impatient.

and well...

 while we're at it... 

i'm asking that you be with the dr's and nurses,

give them guidance and wisdom,

that you put your hand on my husbands shoulder and keep him close to you,

that you stay next to me while i scale this mountain called labor (or c-section),

and bring baby k safely to us.

we're waiting with baited breathe...

love,

m